On The Border - Marry Him Or Die

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Jenny’s POV

My mind was screaming at the top of its voice in warning as I crushed my lips into Alex’s.

While my heart was cheering and hooting in utter delight.

I just couldn’t bottle my feelings inside any longer than that. Not when he was feeling them too, If not more.

He freaking said I love you for God’s sake!

He got over his initial shock at my boldness and took the lead from me as he introduced his tongue inside my mouth seductively.

I had made up my mind then, and said screw you rational mind! I’m falling recklessly in love and I don’t want to listen to you anymore!

I wanted to feel everything with him, my first kiss, first hug, first orgasm, and my first time having sex.

I wanted it all, right here, right now.

I broke up the kiss and whispered, breathlessly “We can’t be friends Alex. It’s physically and emotionally impossible not to feel something much deeper than that for you”

He gave me a passionate look and said gently “Same goes for you Jenny. You’re too mesmerizing for me to resist not telling you how much I’m falling for you, even if it causes you to panic”

I shook my head and said confidently “It won’t”

We went back to kissing each other hungrily.

He was on top of me now, and I could feel his erection digging into me through his pants.

This time, I didn’t mind going all the way in.

I was ready for it, well, as ready as any virgin who was about to have sex for the very first time can be.

One thing I do know is, it will hurt, but Alex will be the only one worth feeling that pain for, and I was also hoping that the pleasure he erupts within me will be far more greater than the pain.

He was already making me feel so wet inside my panties. With just his sensual kisses.

I was still wearing the clothes I went out in last night.

I broke the kiss as I lifted my shirt above my head and discarded it on the floor.

His eyes glazed all over my chest staring at my baby blue bra. Then his eyes went up to gaze at me, asking silently for permission.

I nodded my head confidently, and that’s all he needed as he started trailing hot short kisses from the top of my neck, slowly all the way down between my bra.

His hands went around my back and skillfully unhooked it.

I pulled it off and had to resist the urge to close my eyes in self consciousness.

It was the first time I was half naked in front of a man before.

I looked up shakily at his eyes and saw him giving my breasts a devouring look.

“May I have a taste of those sweet looking breasts?” he asked huskily.

I felt the blood rush into my face at his words.

I couldn’t trust my voice to come out at all, so I settled for a quick nod.

He bent down and began kissing the edge of my breasts, teasing me, seducing me, and leaving me almost begging for more.

When his lips closed on one of my nipples and played around it with his erotic tongue, a loud moan escaped my lips without my consent.

He left a hot feeling to explode at the pit of my stomach, an amazing feeling I wanted to feel again and again.

He continued his sweet licking of my left nipple, while his hand played with my right one, tugging it gently and squeezing it lightly.

He sucked my left nipple in his mouth deeply and at the same time squeezed my right one harder, earning a needy loud yelp from me. An explosion of tingles took place inside my core and I felt myself throb everywhere in pleasure and desire.

“Oh god! Alex!” I couldn’t help it, he was driving me so wild and I just wanted him to bring me to my first feeling of my very first orgasm.

His hands started sliding my jeans off slowly.

He kissed me everywhere, starting with my stomach, following it with my waist, and then he reached my inner thighs.

His kisses became more tender, as his hands slid my underwear off very slowly.

He looked up at me with a very deep look as he said heavily.

“I want to give you a release Jenny, and for that I need to touch your sweet looking pussy. But I need to know if you want that too, before I do anything”

“I want it” I said in a low voice.

I was sweating with anticipation and dread.

His face became radiant at my given consent and the fact that I wanted to be touched for the very first time by him.

He went back to kissing my lips passionately. At first, I was too absorbed in the kiss to feel anything else. But then, I felt one of his fingers touching my clit delicately, and a sigh escaped me at the amazing feeling he stirred within me.

He continued to kiss my lips as his fingers worked my clit expertly. Driving me crazy with sweet sensations.

He left my lips and went down to my right nipple as he started licking it sensually working both my clit and my nipple in the same intensity.

I was completely drowning in pure ecstasy. The feelings, very foreign to my body, but very much addictive.

I had no idea why people do drugs to feel high, what Alex was doing to me, the high he was creating inside my body, my mind, and my very soul, was something beyond any drug can ever produce. Even though I never tried drugs before, but I could blindly guarantee it.

I was panting breathlessly, his fingers were working magic, stirring and fueling my pleasure increasingly.

“Come for me Jenny” he whispered seductively just as his mouth came down to my left nipple; which was left neglected for a while. He sucked it so hard just as his fingers played faster with my clitoris.

I came with a series of shouts and moans. The feeling so intense, my tears fell down the sides of my cheeks from the intensity of my orgasm.

I was savoring every little tingle, every little sweet spark that went through me, and as I was coming down slowly, I realized that I was denying myself something so essential, something so damn important, almost as important as breathing, eating, and drinking.

His lips brushed mine softly, and despite how breathless I was, I held the sides of his face tenderly and kissed him so passionately, so sweetly, I poured every ounce of emotion and gratitude, for making me feel that mind blowing feeling.

For introducing my body to that rush, for giving my heart what it wanted at last, and for numbing my mind with his addictive touches and kisses.

When I was satisfied that my point was delivered, I broke the kiss, opened my tearful eyes, and gazed at him lovingly.

He was staring at me with a heavy emotion.

“I want you Alex. I want all of you, and I don’t want to think about anything else. I want this moment to last forever, and I want to have it again and again with you and you only” I said emotionally.

“I want you Jenny, more than I can even express. The sound of you coming was the sweetest melody to my ears” he said fervently.

“I want to feel it again. But…. I want the whole thing… I’m ready” I said emotionally.

His eyes glistened and he gazed at me for a long time, probably trying to make sure if I was really ready for it or if there was any hesitation crossing my features.

I kept looking at him affectionately, already anticipating and instantly getting more wet just with the thought of experiencing that series of eruptive feelings again.

“We don’t have to if you’re not….” He started to speak firmly to me, but I cut him off adamantly “I am Alex. I want it. I’ve never been ready to do something as I’m ready for this, for you”

His face softens and he crushes his lips to mine in a toe curling kiss.

“Wait here, I’m going to get something from the bathroom” he said breathlessly before getting off me and walking to the bathroom.

Fifteen seconds later, he comes back carrying a small bag.

I furrow my eyebrows because I haven’t seen it before when I entered the bathroom yesterday.

He opens it and extracts a bottle of lube, and condoms.

My eyes widen and I say in a shocked tone “Hotels provide that sort of thing? I didn’t know that”

He climbs over me, taking his previous position on top of me, and says sexily “Not all of them, but we’re lucky this one does”

“Listen….. If at any point, you feel like it is too much for you, and you don’t want to go through with it, you have to tell me. It all stops when you say the word ok? Same thing if it gets too painful for you to handle. I don’t wan to hurt you” he said seriously

I gulp as a little trickle of fear travels down the pit of my stomach.

But at the same time, his consideration and tenderness gave me so much courage.

I assured myself that if I relax, if I enjoy his touch the way I enjoyed it the first time, it won’t hurt so bad.

I just needed to focus more on the pleasure rather than the pain.

I looked at him with certainty on my face as I said trustfully “You won’t hurt me”

“Not intentionally, never. But it could still hurt, so keep it in your mind, you have to speak up if it gets too hard for you” he instructed softly.

I nodded my head.

He started kissing me softly, lightly as he printed delicate kisses on the sides of my cheeks, slowly approaching my lips but never actually kissing them.

He continued further down to my neck, kissing every inch of it.

My lips tingled in desire, I felt each kiss he was leaving on my skin as if he was kissing my lips instead.

I moaned from the familiar feeling that started to build within my core, welcoming it greedily.

His tongue came down on one of my nipples while his fingers teased the other one playfully.

I clutched my hands into the bed sheet and instinctively arched my back bringing him closer to them, as a burning sensation travelled from my now hard nipples all the way down to my cunt.

He was driving me crazy and I didn’t know how much breasts can be so damn arousing until now.

I could come so hard just from the way he was playing with them skillfully, milking every ounce of bliss and ecstasy out of them.

His tongue moved to the other nipple and swirled around it, sucking it every few seconds, sending jolt after jolt inside me, earning a lot of moans and sighs out of me.

His fingers travelled down achingly slowly until he reached my clit. The second best area to trigger my wildest emotions after my breasts.

But he didn’t stop there much to my surprise. His fingers travelled further down until he reached my center.

His fingers tested my readiness for him.