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After tidying up briefly, the two fell asleep.
I was woken up in the middle of the night and this whole thing happened because I was so sleepy.
Kanzaki Teru fell into a deep sleep, and without the fragrance to disturb him, he seemed to be sleeping very soundly.
However, Princess Gaoyue, who was standing nearby, didn't sleep a wink all night...
In my dream—
Kanzaki Teru clearly felt someone calling his name, wanting to say something to him.
But the voice was very far away; Kanzaki Teru didn't know how to get closer.
The faint sound that reached my ears was just a single word, barely audible.
However, a strong feeling compelled him to move forward and to learn more.
"Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!"
Amidst the ethereal yet elusive voice, Kanzaki Teru managed to make out a few words.
·· ···Request flowers······
This is a good start. As more and more words are heard clearly, the distance seems to be gradually closing, no longer as unreachable as before.
However, Kanzaki Teru in the dream was very puzzled.
Why do you want me to be awake? What are you trying to tell me?
Although Kanzaki Teru's will was clouded here, this oppression could not conceal his shrewd mind.
He could immediately pinpoint the crux of the matter from these seemingly nonsensical words.
Kanzaki Teru kept trying to communicate with that ethereal voice, but he never received a reply.
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The person opposite seemed to be talking to themselves the whole time.
"Believe me, believe me, believe me!"
The sound grew louder and louder, and Kanzaki Teru heard it more and more clearly.
It was as if that person wanted to etch those words deep into Kanzaki Teru's brain.
As Kanzaki Teru struggled to understand these words, his remaining will gradually grew stronger.
His strength is much greater than before, and now that Haha's body is far away from that incense burner, the enhancement of his willpower is just around the corner.
The next day, Kanzaki Teru woke up groggily, feeling extremely exhausted, both physically and mentally.
Not at all. It was the feeling of relaxation I had after waking up from a good night's sleep.
"That's strange. Is it because I can't get used to sleeping in a different room?"
Kanzaki Teru muttered to himself, then realized that Princess Takatsuki beside him was nowhere to be seen.
I looked around and then heard the sound in the distance.
"Get up and eat, Hui!"
It turns out she got up early and made herself breakfast.
Chapter 180: Back to square one
The maids who had been waiting at the gate noticed that Kanzaki Hikaru had woken up, so the Alliance carried a basin of water and clothes inside to help Kanzaki Hikaru get up.
Kanzaki Teru seems to have adapted to this kind of life these past few days, but after experiencing last night's dream, his body feels somewhat unfamiliar with these things again, and his mind is slowly beginning to resist.
Without thinking, he naturally said, "You can go down, I can do it myself."
The maids didn't refuse too much, since they were always obedient to their masters anyway.
And those who have been serving in this house all know that the young master's mood is extremely unpredictable.
He usually says whatever he wants, and nobody interrupts.
The maids all withdrew neatly to attend to other matters.
When Princess Gaoyue entered and saw this scene, her eyes darted around, her brows furrowed slightly, and she couldn't help but recall her suspicions.
"Hui, did you send them all away so you could order me around?"
Princess Gaoyue cleverly used a rhetorical question to express her doubts.
Princess Gaoyue was eager to know why so many unusual things had happened from yesterday to today.
When Kanzaki Teru saw Princess Gao Yue enter, his emotions seemed to surge, but the "753" spark was quickly extinguished.
Looking at Princess Gaoyue, who was flirting and teasing him, he had no desire to continue the ambiguous relationship.
"I just feel like I want to move around on my own."
Kanzaki Teru himself was also puzzled, after all, these changes in the body were certainly not as simple as the transformation between the black and white sides.
He is currently in a transitional period of self-doubt, and his entire being is full of contradictions.
He could feel a clear love for Princess Gaoyue within him, but there was also a clear sense of alienation.
Princess Gaoyue stood there for a moment, then immediately put on her signature sweet smile again.
"If you want to move around more, come out and eat with me! I was worried you might not have slept well in your new bed, so I specially prepared breakfast for you in the kitchenette."
Of course, as Princess Gaoyue, his special preparations certainly didn't mean cooking himself.
At most, I would go to the kitchen to select some ingredients.
Kanzaki Teru knew in his heart that this was already a huge sacrifice for a princess, but he just didn't know why he remained unmoved.
And as time went by, his love for Princess Gaoyue seemed to be gradually fading.
"Then let's go."
This invitation seems to be the most heartfelt thing Kanzaki Teru can say right now.
As Kanzaki Teru walked along the road, seeing all the extravagance before him, that familiar doubt and the desire to find out the truth gradually rose.
It felt like he had returned to the state he was in when he first arrived here; the hedonistic life he had enjoyed during this period seemed to have vanished into thin air.
After a quick breakfast, I rushed to the study.
Kanzaki Teru and Princess Takayuki didn't interact much at the dining table. Watching Kanzaki Teru's departing figure, Princess Takayuki leaned against the door frame, crossed her arms, and watched the figure in front of her with interest.
"We've gone back to square one."
Princess Gaoyue pouted and nodded, then turned and went to her room.
Her own feelings are unclear right now, and she hasn't yet figured out what Kanzaki Teru is really thinking.
However, what she was certain of was that Kanzaki Teru was slowly beginning to change.
Back in his study, Kanzaki Teru didn't look at any books; he just wanted to find a quiet place to sit by himself.
His room was probably still smelling, because when he passed by just now, he could still smell a strong, pleasant fragrance.
So he chose to go to the study.
My thoughts were in complete disarray, like countless threads tangled together.
And each one was incredibly powerful, intertwined with the others, giving him a real headache.
Fortunately, the study is a quiet place where no one bothers you.
Kanzaki Teru sat down in a rattan chair, slowly relaxing his entire body and closing his eyes.
In this place far from the incense burner, the remaining will seemed particularly active.
In no time at all, they had completely eradicated some of the ideas that had later become dominant.
Kanzaki Teru's mind is gradually becoming clearer.
Even the fragments of memories that had previously given him a headache seemed to be slowly being pieced together.
My memories began to return gradually, and my whole body felt full of energy.
Countless images swirled wildly in his mind, and Kanzaki Teru quickly absorbed them, connecting the various pieces of information in these images together.
Gradually, a clear storyline unfolded before Kanzaki Teru.
He remembered everything. He remembered why he had come here, and he remembered that the most important thing now was to escape.
Kanzaki Teru began to realize that this was nothing but an illusion!
However, he is still under considerable pressure.
Chapter 181 Breaking Through This Illusory Outdoor Paradise
Although the remaining will is being strengthened through regrouping, it can never break through its own limitations.
In other words, if Kanzaki Teru doesn't come to his senses on his own, then his will can only play a certain guiding role.
That's it!
Fortunately, Kanzaki Teru has always been a smart person, and he has his own unique and clear thinking about the clues of everything.
Having come this far, he was pretty much certain of what was going on.
Kanzaki Teru began to slowly follow this still relatively strong will as it slowly wandered through his mind.
Although the intense sense of oppression caused the suppression to gradually fade, it was still a trace of will from Kanzaki Hikaru's heart, and it was inextricably linked to Kanzaki Hikaru's inner world.
Therefore, this external pressure only affects a small part of their communication.
The biggest challenge now is getting so caught up in the aroma of the incense that I've been here.
Every time Xiao Baoan felt he was about to see the truth clearly and remember something...
My mind keeps replaying the carefree, peaceful, relaxed, and happy life I've been living lately.
Memories of such a happy life can lead to a more and more lazy mind.
Then, weaken that stronger will, let them slowly indulge, empty their minds, and gradually succumb to this paradise-like society.
Reality and illusion began to intertwine in Kanzaki Teru's mind once again.
Gradually, it's becoming harder to distinguish them...
Even though the experiences of this period are right before my eyes, for some reason, they feel like they can't be grasped once they enter my mind.