my naughty female president

Chapter 230: The Witness of Cangyongcuo

The conversation with Wei Lai that night put me in a dilemma again. Annie still came to the silversmith shop to accompany Wei Lai and me every day. She either took Wei Lai to play in the small town or hugged Wei Lai and sat with me Beside me, two beauties, one big and one small, watched me work without blinking.

Every time I finished carving an ornament, Annie would pick it up to appreciate it carefully, and then praised my craftsmanship in a loud voice.At this time, Wei Lai would take the opportunity to show off his father like a grown-up: "Of course, my father is the most powerful craftsman in the world!" She can even use the word "craftsman" without a teacher.

But gradually my indifference finally made Annie look at me with resentful eyes, which made me very sad in my eyes.

She couldn't understand my indifference, she probably thought that her selfless devotion to me would move me.In fact, what she thought was not wrong. What she did to me not only moved me, but even made me feel a little helpless.

Although she was born in an official family, her growth seems to be well-clothed and well-fed, but I know that since she met me, she is no longer a worry-free princess!

From then on, only she knew about her hard work, and no one could share it for her. She has been waiting for me for these seven years. If we trace it back, it probably starts from the time when I met her in high school. It started late, thinking about it, it has been more than ten years, almost half of her life...

Of course I understand these things. In fact, when I asked Wei Lai that question that night, although I didn't want to admit it, I already had a vague decision in my heart. That's why I asked Wei Lai for his opinion. It was just Wei Lai's words. It really didn't occur to me...

Now, is it really going to hurt Anne again?I can't and can't do this.

After several days of thinking, I have even let go of my knots, and feel that the so-called drag on Annie is actually just my own paranoid thoughts of deceiving myself and others.

When did Annie ever think that way?Isn't she waiting for half a lifetime just to wait for my return?Now that she finally made her wait for my appearance, do I have to escape again?The high-sounding statement that she doesn't want to be a burden on her life path is just that she doesn't want to bear the guilt it brings to herself, and it's just her own selfishness!

I think it's time for me to talk to Annie, I can't make her sad any more!

Thinking of the promise I made to Annie in my heart many years ago, I promise that I will not let Annie get hurt in the slightest, and I will protect her even if I risk my life.Now that I think about it, I feel ridiculous, no one can hurt Annie, maybe only her dearest and most beloved person can hurt her!

Unfortunately, that person was none other than myself!

That afternoon Annie and I came to Cangyongcuo Lake, the weather was already very cold, but fortunately the weather was fine.Cangyongcuo is still as calm as jade, but the reeds by the lake are all withered and yellow, and the two wild ducks that originally inhabited by the lake have disappeared, probably flying to a warm place in the south for the winter.

I sat side by side with Annie by the lake, so I told Annie the story of how I rescued Wei Lai’s mother here. I didn’t want to shadow Wei Lai’s growth because of this incident. I didn’t talk to anyone about this incident except Uncle Jiu. talked about.

Annie was a little surprised when she heard that, and only then did she know that the relationship between Wei Lai and me had been forged long before she was born.

Seeing that the time was ripe, I expressed my true thoughts.

"Annie, I know what you have done to me over the years. Although I am not good at words, I remember it all in my heart! The past is unbearable. You and I are people who have experienced it. In the past, I kept the distance from you. I think you understand my heart too."

"Since my mother died, I haven't had high expectations for my life. I'm just afraid that it will affect you, so I ignore your feelings intentionally or unintentionally..."

Annie held my arm silently, and did not interrupt me. She was listening carefully. This was the first time in my life that I told her what I had been keeping in the deepest part of my heart. She probably understood, and I continued. What I want to say is the answer she has been waiting for for a long time, but she doesn't know whether the answer is what she wants, so I feel her body trembling slightly!

"But after going through so many things, I gradually understand that in fact, what people want in this life is nothing more than stability, and the so-called fame and fortune are nothing but fleeting thoughts, and now I have found the life I want. And your love for me I naturally understand your intentions. You have been silently accompanying me behind me for so many years. Even though you have left me for seven years, I have no news about you. Although you are not by my side, I know very well that you have never left pass me!"

"After going through so many things, God actually brought you back to me. I know this is my good fortune, so... no matter how difficult it will be in the future, I don't think I will let you leave me again Annie, have you thought about it yet?"

I finally said what was in my heart. These words are the result of my careful thinking these days. I think these words are probably the most rational words I have said in my life.

Annie didn't make a sound for a long time, I turned my head to look at her, only to realize that Annie was already in tears!

Annie's face was on my shoulder, holding my arm tightly, tears had already wet my shoulder.

Seeing Annie's tears, she felt a little pain in her heart, and stretched out her hand to hold her in her arms. Finally, Annie couldn't bear it anymore, her jaw twitched a few times, and the tears became more violent.

I know that this is the first time I have expressed my heart to Annie, and it is also the result of Annie's waiting for many years. Now that I finally hear these heartwarming words from my mouth, how can I not let her vent the grievances that have accumulated in her heart for many years?

I gently wiped the tears off her face for her, but the old ones were wiped away and new ones poured out again...

Cry, Annie, cry out all the grievances of half your life...

To fuck with the burdens of life, to fuck with the guilt of selfishness, get all out of the way...

After a long time, Annie finally stopped crying. She looked at me with swollen eyes and blurred eyes, and said in a sad and happy voice: "Brother, I'm so happy, I'm really happy! Do you know, I'll wait for your It's been a long time waiting for this sentence!" Before the words fell, a string of tears fell silently again.

Annie's words made my heart ache, how many hopeless years, how many lonely springs and autumns, she walked alone on the road alone, she used her feet to step on every side of the motherland aimlessly, Just to keep myself from stopping, just to keep myself tired!Only in this way, release can suppress the loneliness of the soul, only in this way, can the lonely hope be numb...

Now that she has gone through all the hardships and gone through all the ups and downs in the world, she returns to the place where she suddenly finds that the waiting person is in front of her, and the waiting person finally lives up to her waiting, how can she not let her cry with joy?

Annie, Annie!

Let our past die completely, let us be reborn here together, no matter how difficult the next life is, let us face it together, no matter how difficult the next road is, let us support each other Forward……

With this determination, and looking at Annie's expression of sadness and happiness, I also seemed to let go of a burden that I had carried for many years, and felt a little bit of quiet relief.

I lowered my head and kissed Annie's lips deeply. Annie put her arms around my neck and closed her eyes deeply. Two lines of tears gushed out because of her eyelids closing...

So there is only one last question left. After I told Annie what Wei Lai said to me that night, Annie did not feel depressed, but smiled and said to me confidently: "You don't have to worry about this, I will let Wei Lai agree!"

I saw that Annie was not worried about this, and I was determined, but I still reminded her: "Don't treat Wei Lai as a child, she is smart, don't make the mistake of thinking that you will benefit her a little bit." I can agree!"

I said to Annie with a serious tone, not because I pretended to be serious, but because I really think that Wei Lai is definitely not an ordinary child, and it is not easy to fool her, and I also want Annie not to be too optimistic.

Although I have already expressed my thoughts to Annie, if this matter does not work through Wei Lai's work, the matter between me and Annie will have to be postponed indefinitely.

When Annie and I went back from Cangyong wrong that afternoon, Annie looked very happy, snuggling up to my side like a virtuous wife, with a happy smile on her face.Her appearance also made me feel relieved, and her smile filled my heart with an inexplicable sense of solidity. I think this is probably the feeling of happiness!

In the days that followed, Annie stayed with Wei Lai and me in the silversmith's shop almost all day long, and she seemed like a good wife and mother, especially for Wei Lai, who was so close to her that they were inseparable.

Dabin didn’t need to go to the bar during the day, but seeing Annie and I being so close, he probably felt that it was boring to be a light bulb, so he carried his guitar and went to the bar to find his partner to create music.

As the weather was getting colder and the number of tourists gradually decreased, I simply put out the fire to prepare for the winter, so I had the leisure to play with Wei Lai Annie.

When the weather is fine, I will take Annie and Wei Lai, and of course General Wei, and we will go out to play together.I will also take a bag of grain and take them to the temple on the mountainside on the other side of Cangyongcuo Lake to feed the pigeons.

The old monk is still skinny, still silent in this time, neither sad nor happy, as if he has maintained this posture for many years, the passage of time seems to be unable to bring him or take away anything, the iron bodhi tree in the courtyard It has lost all its leaves, and stands there solemnly!

I have been here many times, before I brought Wei Lai here, and I would always bring some grains for Wei Lai to sprinkle to the wild pigeons. After a long time, the wild pigeons would naturally recognize us. When she comes, she will flap her wings and fly from the eaves to the yard, and then Wei Lai will use her small hands to scatter the grains on the ground, and then count the number of wild pigeons one by two.

It’s just that it’s the first time for me to bring Annie here. The old monk smiled and said to us with palms together: “The Buddha’s heart is deeply planted in the benefactor, good will be rewarded with good!”

I understand the meaning of the old monk, he is probably wishing me that I have found my emotional belonging, but what puzzles me is that Buddhism talks about all things are empty, I don’t know why the old monk would say such a thing, I think it must be because my knowledge is limited Don't understand the meaning of it!