Girls' Frontline: My Apocalypse with Dolls

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By the way, how did you manage to talk to me in this situation?

Haha, don't you know the truth in your heart?

I......?

Ah, yes... how could I forget...

People are always like this; when they are lonely, they like to imagine an image they desire and have a conversation with it.

However, she wasn't just imagining things, and she couldn't be described as the image she desired.

She truly exists...

It's just that she's not by my side right now...

The window behind him was opened wider, and the relentless wind and rain seemed intent on tearing the entrance apart, on tearing apart the man's cold heart.

But how could such a small amount of sand possibly shatter that impenetrable wall?

I am not afraid, I am not hesitant, I am just...

I miss you, that's all...

Such a short time, not even ten hours have passed.

Or perhaps, this terrible environment eroded my psychological defenses...

It tried to defeat me and exhaust me.

Yes, I miss you...

AK12, my AK12, to the disobedient squad...

You originally existed only in virtual data, and my love for you was so ethereal and fragile.

Out of physical empathy, empathy for what I've experienced, and out of genuine anger when you've been hurt.

But why did fate bring you into my life to "torture" me in this way?

Should I thank him or rebuke him?

Perhaps it's a combination of both...

I thank him for bringing you to my side and I angrily denounce the painful experiences he inflicted on you.

Once you truly came into my life, I discovered...

Even for a moment without you all, I can hardly breathe...

"Wipe...wipe..."

He took a cigarette case from the tablet, took out a good quality cigarette, lit it, and put it in his mouth.

“Hiss… huh…”

Although I don't like this taste, and can even describe it as disgusting, this time I didn't resist it or cough it up.

Cover it with your hand to prevent raindrops from hitting the tobacco.

......

Phew...where was I?

Ah, yes, if there were even a moment without you all, I would feel like I'm suffocating.

Both hunters and herdsmen instinctively resist wolf packs.

Because wolf packs always threaten their flocks of sheep or cattle.

But perhaps I am one of the few hunters and shepherds who choose to open my arms and dance with the wolves...

I love you, Alpha Wolf and Silver Wolf.

You are proud, cold, and powerful, possessing all the characteristics that everyone defines as the strong.

You appear humble and gentle, but in reality you are arrogant and aloof.

Those uninteresting things don't catch your eye.

But what you see may already be dead...

Perhaps I am that one exception; I love you so deeply, Silver Wolf...

You are the silver wolf that stands proudly amidst the misty snow!

I love you, you numb, wooden snow wolf.

You completely see yourself as an appendage of Silver Wolf.

You see yourself as a fang in Silver Wolf's army, born solely to bite...

You see yourself as a puppet with no other meaning, born for the Silver Wolf, and destined to die for the Silver Wolf.

Silver Wolf, from beginning to end, guides you on the path of self-discovery.

You are not Silver Wolf's appendage. I don't think so, and neither does Silver Wolf.

Snow Wolf, you are always humble and subservient in solitude, always covered in mud.

Your style of doing things is mostly direct, clumsy, and unhelpful.

But you are still a unique snow wolf, born for yourself.

Every time I see you looking lonely and cold, I can't help but feel heartbroken.

When will you find your true self?

By then, Silver Wolf and I should be able to rest easy...

I love you, you cunning silver fox.

You are on the path of searching for the "meaning" of life.

Loneliness, numbness...

She adorned herself solely with that smile, appearing like a kind and approachable friend.

Even though you plunged your fangs into the white mastiff's throat, I inexplicably felt a sense of understanding towards you.

I can't bring myself to hate him...

I remember that night, you held me in your arms, it seemed like the first time you had shown such genuine emotion?

Is this your ultimate goal in becoming human?

Or is it that so-called underlying code?

I believe the former more...

The underlying code won't make you look like that...

Screw the mechanical laws...

"Hiss... hiss... cough! cough!"

Ugh, that's really pungent...

He casually poked the cigarette butt on the ground and stubbed it out.

Silver Fox, will I be your final destination?

Or is it just a step on your journey to find yourself?

I also hope it's the former...

You think so too, right...?

I love you, strong yet fragile white mastiff.

You are as cold as an iceberg, and as swift as lightning.

You can't even describe it as freezing yourself.

That's just how you are...

The sharpest fangs in the wolf pack, the fiercest biting wind.

But you are not unmoved; you still care about your companions and your "family".

You hesitated before stabbing at the silver fox's claws...

You are not one to smile easily, but there is a fire burning within you.

Burning fiercely for your "family"...

I don't know if I am your family, or if I will have the honor of being your family.

But I hope that one day I can sit down like this and stroke your wolf-hair brush, which even blood cannot stain.

I hope that Silver Wolf and I can also guide you to find your pride as a wolf.

Can you hear me?

Wolves?

......

"Disobedience Squad, go take a break. Sitting here won't do any good, and the Commander won't come back right away..."

WA, dressed in her pajamas, stood on the balcony with the Rebellious Squad on the sofa.

But AK12 simply looked out the window at the wind and rain and said, "You go first, we'll wait a little longer..."

The once spirited or stern rebellious squad is now like an elderly person suffering from Alzheimer's disease, clinging to the faint light even as they are about to forget everything that belongs to them.

Pain, torment, like falling into a swarm of ants...

Will I lose my mind and rush into the storm just to bring you back?

Are wolves absolutely rational creatures?

Are we the real wolves?

......

"AK15, why are your eyebrows drooping?"

RPK16 said with a wry smile.

But the other person ignored her, just looked down and stared blankly at the empty space.

"AK12, should I be afraid in a situation like this?"

AN94 asked expressionlessly.

"Follow your heart, as I have guided you before."

"Yeah......"

.......

The snow wolf remained expressionless.

But a single, crystal tear rolled down her cheek...

The puppet has finally learned to cry...

108 The Lone Wolf

PS: The same music as above will continue playing, starting from the beginning...

......

"Want a glass of water?"

......

RPK16 held two water cups in his hands and two more in his arms, and handed them to his teammates.

......

The girls silently accepted the water glasses and slowly drank from them.

......

"Ugh......"

I've been sitting here for almost 40 minutes, and there's still no news.