radicalducati 2.84
2.84
Angel’s POV
After Lucas pulled out of me, I felt a little ache and soreness inside my vagina in addition to some bleeding.
Despite how much it freaking hurt, I enjoyed my first time because Lucas made sure to replace all my pain with pleasure.
When he saw the blood stains on the bed sheet, he called in room service to come replace it before he lifted me up bridal style and locked us inside the luxurious bathroom.
“You don’t have to carry me, I’m fine” I said softly.
“You’re not, it must still be hurting. And what did I say about lying?” he said strictly.
His strict tone made my insides melt and my core get wet again for some odd reason. His strictness is turning me on when it used to scare me so much before.
I blushed and mumbled “Sorry, I meant that I can manage through it”
“You don’t have to manage, Angel. I’ll take care of you, I’m more than happy to do it” he said tenderly and moved us inside the shower.
He put me down, started the shower on the hot setting, made sure it was the right temperature then brought me over to stand underneath it with him hugging me and running his hands all over me in a luscious manner.
He helped me shower, not letting me do anything as he did it himself.
He shampooed my hair, messaging my scalp and spreading the lavender scented body wash all over my skin, making my limbs tingle with renewed desire.
I tried returning the favor and doing my part to wash him, but he refused, saying that I can do that next time when I’m not sore or exhausted.
I have to admit, him taking such considerable care of me after we had sex for the first time increased my love for him tenfold. Because I can clearly see that he was doing this from all his heart. He was really looking out for me, and not just trying to impress me by being the better version of himself. This was him. In love with me. Plain and simple.
We finished with our shower in time to find the sheets changed and the room cleaned up. I dried my hair quickly with the provided hairdryer and wore back my underwear and long sleeve sweater while he just wore his boxer briefs.
We laid down in bed, me snuggling next to him, burying my face in the crook of his neck and breathing in his lovely scent, while his arms circled around me and his hand went straight to my semi wet strands, playing with them absently.
“Angel?”
“Yes?” I mumbled sleepily.
“You’re still going to be here when I wake up, right? I’m going to wake up to find you still in love with me and not gone or freaked out about what happened earlier and everything we just shared both emotionally and physically?” he asked tensely.
I could feel him holding his breath waiting for my answer, his muscles underneath me stiffening with the underlying tension of his questions.
I raised my head and saw a trickle of fear that he tried to mask in his eyes.
I held the side of his cheek tenderly with my hand and brought his lips to mine in a slow, comforting kiss.
When I pulled away, I looked him straight in the eyes and said fiercely “I’m not going anywhere Lucas. I’m yours, and nothing can ever make me regret everything we shared together, ok?”
He released a breath and visibly relaxed as he said softly “Ok, I just had to make sure we are both on the same page and that I won’t wake up to find that I’ve been sleeping all along and everything that happened was just a figment of my imagination. Man that would crush me to pieces”
I smiled at him and said tenderly “No, I’m pretty sure it’s all very very real. And do you know what else is real?”
“What?”
“I’m going back home to Snow with you”
His eyes glittered with visible joy as he said excitedly and with relief at the same time “You have no idea how happy you just made me feel Angel. As amazing as it is to be alone just the two of us and enjoy our solitude, it’s a lot more enjoyable having family around. Especially family that adores you and loves you as much as I do. And you also have no idea how delighted you made me feel for calling it home”
I blushed and said affectionately “I love them as well, I’m so happy to consider them my family too, and call that house my home. You all made me feel it for sometime now”
“My mom is going to be so happy about you deciding to stay” he said gently.
A knot formed in the pit of my stomach at the mention of Diana.
It was like he sensed it right away as he asked warily “What is it?”
I said hesitantly “Diana…is she… going to accept the fact that we’re… you know”
“In a relationship?” he smirked at me.
A deeper blush creeps up on my face as I nod my head.
He says delightfully “She knew I had feelings for you, Angel. I couldn’t hide it even if I wanted to, not from her. Relax, she adores you so much. There’s nothing to be concerned about. She’ll be happy for us, and so will the rest of my family, I promise”
He kissed my forehead gently then brought my head back to the crook of his neck and said sleepily “Let’s catch some sleep to renew our energy so we can head home at night, unless you want to spend the night and leave in the morning”
I bit my bottom lip and said a little shyly “Yeah, I think we should spend the night…. You know for safety’s sake. It’s a little dangerous to drive two hours at night”
It wasn’t really the reason I wanted to spend the night in Fairbanks, I actually wanted to spend more alone time with him and possibly have more loud sex, well, as much as we can get considering we might not be able to do that very freely back at the house when so many people live there already.
“Right….I got you” he chuckled under his breath, totally on to me.
I smacked him lightly in the chest and said in defense “I’m serious, I’m scared of us driving when it’s dark”
“So it’s not because you want us to have more wild sex together?” he asked innocently.
I pretended to think about it and said a moment later nonchalantly “Well, that’s an added bonus you know. It’s not such a bad idea”
He chuckled and said lightly “Oh Angel, I cannot wait to have more than just a taste of you. I want to devour you in the most sensual ways you can possibly imagine… and unimagine”
My cheeks were probably a flaming red color now. I discreetly pressed my thighs together to contain the tingles that erupted down there.
“I can’t wait for that” I said in a small voice.
“Neither can I baby, neither can I. But in order to do that, we seriously need some shut eye. Come on close your eyes, let’s have some sleep”
I tightened my hold on him and closed my eyes.
Totally at peace in his safe, warm embrace and anticipating every upcoming moment with him.
Imagine…. And unimagine. Hmmm… I wonder what exactly he has in mind for us.
I’m sure it’s going to be something way, way beyond my furthest imagination.
I’ve already accepted that Lucas has a very shocking, unstable, crazy side to him. Not only that, but I find myself loving that wild side of him the most now.