Are you, as meal replacement users, ready for the consequences?

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"I…"

"How does it feel to be a fake?"

"It wasn't very good... I'm really sorry..."

"No, that's not what I want to hear."

Ningzi frowned, as if she had seen something disgusting, and her tone became somewhat impatient:

"Specifically, could you say something useful? I'm not blaming you, I just want to know your thoughts."

"I'm curious. I want to know what your thoughts and intentions were when you impersonated a stranger."

"Nagasaki, Suyo."

"!!!"

They even know her name... Did Ningzi's condition suddenly improve?!

“No, my condition has not improved. I have always been the same as you, a mentally ill person.”

"I'm not…"

"Don't rush me, don't argue with me yet. You still owe me an answer. How does it feel to impersonate someone else? You're using me as a substitute for meals, right? You're not even sure if I'm Xiangzi."

"..."

Nagasaki Motoyo decided to stop pretending. She tried to get up but found that Ningzi's hands were as hard as iron and couldn't budge the ground at all.

"Actually... it's just like using the resources at your disposal to do illegal things... I feel like I was completely blinded by greed, but I feel..."

"how?"

Toyokawa Ningko pursued her relentlessly.

"Actually, it feels great. I'm sorry, but I really miss you..."

"No, you're not thinking about me at all, Su Shi."

Ningzi's tone suddenly softened. With no passengers left on the tram, Ningzi simply pushed Su Shi down onto the seat.

Her eyes were still fixed on Hachiman Kairin's face, the expression on that small face still as delightful as ever. Ningzi had no intention of changing Suze's face.

Even though she knew that once she swallowed a single pill, everything would slowly return to normal.

嗏

"Su Shi, I like you. Do you like me? Do you like me, Toyokawa Shoko?"

"!!! I...no, aren't you Xiangzi...who are you?"

"Smart, how did you figure that out?"

"Because Xiangzi will never tell me 'I like you'."

Even if she has a mental illness.

"Haha...hahahaha! As expected, you're just as despicable as me."

Toyokawa Neko's interest in Nagasaki Motoyo reached its peak, but she only sensed something was off about it in an instant.

The person I'm dealing with is truly awful.

He's a fool who's been deceiving himself from the very beginning.

Su Shi was clearly capable of thinking things through, yet she constantly deceived herself, afraid to even consider whether she, Toyokawa Ningko, was actually Xiangzi.

In other words, that's it!

This guy has been eating meal replacements from the very beginning.

With a clear purpose, she probably wouldn't care whether it was Xiangzi or not, as long as she could have a girl with blue twin tails by her side.

"It's shameful, but it's just as shameful as me... I was so sorry that I didn't know you well enough before, but my dear meal replacement lover... I really want to ask you a question, I really, really want to ask you a question."

Ningzi looked at Hailing, and Su Shi looked at Xiangzi.

They could both see the unfamiliarity and familiarity in each other's eyes.

"What."

Why is your heart beating at the same frequency as mine?

Chapter 175. Run away, she's definitely not a good person.

Su Shi and I are the same kind of people.

What am I dreaming about?

I hate her, I hate her so much.

I sympathize with her, and sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night, I think of her pitiful state and try to slap myself twice—though I can't bring myself to actually do it.

I hate her incessant chatter, I hate her ridiculous pursuits, and I also hate projecting unnecessary, non-personal emotions onto myself.

But looking back now...

Toyokawa Neko saw her own face reflected in Nagasaki Motoyo's eyes.

It seems that when I first saw the lamp, I was pretty much the same as Su Shi is now.

He survived the first major battle in the desert against a massive army.

Unexpectedly, just by taking a train back to her hometown of Tokyo, Ningzi was on the verge of death.

She only realized it now.

The so-called Nagasaki Motoyo is just a girl like her, someone who can breathe and likes to eat meal replacements.

Everyone is already living such a painful life, why do we have to torment each other?

"Su Shi, do you like Xiao Xiang?"

The train arrived at a station that Ningzi didn't recognize, but she still chose to run away with Su Shi, who had a face like a sea bell.

The tram doors transformed into white marble doors for the wedding venue, and their school uniforms, amidst the splendor, metamorphosed into wedding gowns.

But that face still belonged to Hailing…

No, it's from Takamatsu Touka! It's from Takamatsu Touka, and also from Chihaya Aine…

Ningzi tried hard to see, but she couldn't make it out clearly.

She finally discovered it.

That's Xiangzi's... no, that's Ningzi's own face.

She eloped with another woman named Ningzi, whom no one loved.

Why didn't I like her in the first place?

Because she told Ningzi in front of him that she was "Xiangzi".

No one would like this, unless that person is insane.

But, Toyokawa Ningko.

If you look at what you've done from the perspective of a normal human being, from God's point of view, do you really think you're better than Su Shi?

Isn't the impact of your actions on others even worse?

Yes, of course I'm better than Su Shi...hehe, what can I do? I chose not to be human from the very beginning.

No, I'm no different from Su Shi... Compared to Su Shi's outward expression of emotion, I just keep most of my dirty and sordid thoughts hidden in my heart and don't share them with others... In the end, I only received sympathy and affection from others. I should be shot.

Here we go again, with a chaotic and disorderly cacophony of sounds.

But how could I possibly have a problem?

If I'm the one with the problem, then why isn't anyone correcting me?

If everyone condones my unreasonable behavior, then wouldn't I be in the right?

So the problem has always been with everyone.

That's shirking responsibility... No, that's not shirking responsibility at all!

Ningzi started running, her skirt billowing in the wind.

She gradually felt guilty towards everyone.

The thought of how many people I've hurt so much makes me want to laugh and then go to sleep.

The number of victims has become countless.

From lamplight to early bloom.

Ningzi was too lazy to count how many people were involved during this period.

Everyone was trying to emulate her, and Ningzi began to recognize more and more of her own scent in them.

But things shouldn't be like this, right?

Maybe I shouldn't have formed a band in the first place.

This only creates a world where everyone gets hurt.

Let others go.

I'll die alone.

Leave this world you've destroyed too much of.

Ningzi did not appear, and Ningzi remained silent.

The crickets and stray cats by the roadside remained silent; the world was quieter than Ningzi had imagined.

Since you don't really like Su Shi, just let her off the hook.

Let go of Su Shi's hand, quickly let go, this is to save her.

As Ningzi watched Su Shi's ever-changing face, for the first time she had the thought of pushing everything away.

The evil deeds committed against everyone have been enough... We can't drag Su Shi... someone who is just as pitiful as her, or even more innocent than her, down with her.

You must go far away, Nagasaki Motoyo, you must go.

Don't get close to Ningzi.

Don't be friends with her.

Don't have any expectations.

Don't believe her lies, and don't be captivated by her gentleness.

Because I will definitely drag you down with me... Just like everyone else, if you ever develop even the slightest feeling for me, whether it's friendship or love, once I sense it... I will amplify it to the extreme, savoring your pain while driving you insane.

Their hands loosened, and the fragile connection between them vanished.

On a sidewalk that was almost in the countryside, far from the city center.

Ningzi's hands are like butterflies, while Su Shi's hands are like blooming flowers, with butterflies trying to flutter away.

Ugh, she steals other people's freedom and then, ugh, she goes to be happy, ugh, she goes to correct herself, and finally becomes convinced of her innocence again.

"Xiao Ning!"

Her wrist was grabbed; this time, it was Su Shi who took the initiative.

"Calling me? We don't know each other. Please forgive me. I will also condemn myself for you. Let's not see each other again. You're just asking for trouble. Ugh."

Involuntarily uttering strange interjections.

Toyokawa Ningko saw the world rapidly and autonomously adjust its color, turning into the brown of the ordinary world before quickly receding, leaving behind the blue of Mutsu.

"It's not that I like her... I don't like Xiao Xiang, but I really want to see her again... to get her forgiveness and become friends with her again... I'm sorry, but I really... Are you Xiao Xiang? You really aren't?"

"Uh, how am I supposed to explain this? Uh, I'm not Xiao Xiang, I'm Xiao Ning, Feng Chuan Ningzi. I'm unusually patient right now..."

A crowd suddenly appeared around Toyokawa Ningko, and then disappeared in the blink of an eye.

Ugh, I have to take my medicine, I really have to take my medicine...

Why is this suddenly going wrong again...? Oh no...

"Actually, Xiangzi and I are sisters. Let me be honest with you, I was the one who spent half of my time with you in the past."

Don't say that, don't say that!