My Alpha's Mark

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Jake

The whimper that left my throat was nothing short of sexual. The rebellious part of me that had brought us to this point had tucked tail and left town. I loved when he called me his. Maybe I was starved, maybe deep down I was an attention-seeking whore but I needed confirmation sometimes. I loved it when he praised me and I needed to hear it. It soothed something inside of me I didn’t know needed it.

“No one can take that away from you. No one can take you away from me. We have something beautiful right now. You, me, and Kacie. Don’t let your negative thoughts about someone who actually didn’t have a chance come in between what we have.”

Captured, I couldn’t move, I was lost in his black obsidian eyes. Remembering myself, I nodded. His grip on my throat loosened and I found my balance before his hand dropped. He was right.

We do have something amazing. I was letting my thoughts and insecurities become a mental barrier between us. I knew it was something I needed to work on. I didn’t want to be the reason I lost them, that was the last thing I wanted.

Viktor leaned it until our noses brushed. His musk filled my nostrils and I was drunk on his scent. Inhaling deeply, he blurred as I stared up at him. My body screamed at our nakedness and his proximity.

My mind and my wolf begged me to do something about it. As much as I wanted to, I hadn’t forgotten that we both stood naked in the middle of Goddess knows where. I didn’t know who was nearby or if we were being watched.

All I cared about was right now was the fact that his breath was warm against my lips. My body warmed and my lips parted as I leaned into him. Pushing forward, I made my intent clear but he didn’t give me what I wanted.

I wasn’t in control here, not today. I swallowed as I looked up at him, completely under his spell. It wasn’t about me, no, at this minute, it was all about him. At this moment, I’d do anything he asked.

“Submit,” he said calmly.

It took me a second to realize what he was saying. My mind was still in the gutter. I won’t lie, my thoughts were filthy and dirty. I wanted nothing more than for him to take what he wanted. I wanted to receive everything he had to give.

There wasn’t a hint of anger in his voice and under any other circumstance, he could have just ordered me to. He didn’t have to give me a choice but that’s why I loved him. I always had a choice with him.

Pushing the dirty thoughts from the forefront of my mind, I did what I wanted. Without the influence of his alpha aura and without a direct order, I slowly lowered myself. Keeping eye contact, I dropped to my knees.

Jason thanked the Goddess when cold moist grass hit my knees. He wanted nothing more than to submit to our alpha but it didn’t stop there. Jason wanted Viktor’s praise as well, needed it and I’d grown to want it too.

Despite my worries about being naked in the middle of nowhere with my alpha. I took in every inch of his bare chest, arms, and defined abs. The Moon Goddess took her time making him and I don’t think I’d ever tire of looking at him. My mouth watered and I inhaled deeply as my eyes continued lower.

Respectfully, I looked disrespectfully. Okay, that was a lie. My eyes dipped to his muscular thighs and thick cock. There was nothing respectful about the way I blatantly eye fucked him.

I had to, my earlier worries seemed distant here in this moment. My worries about people seeing us? Poof, gone. It didn’t matter if we were out in the open, if it’s what he wanted, I’d do it. I waited for the shame but it never came. My thoughts were nothing but him and I liked it that way.

Viktor’s breath hollowed, his chest expanding with each breath as he attempted to keep control. I loved making him like this. His eyes never left my face and mine never left his until I leaned my head to the right.

Exposing the sensitive flesh of my neck, I offered myself up to him. This was the most vulnerable a wolf could be and a part of me loved being weak with him. He needed our submission as much as we needed his dominance.

Other than Kacie, no one in our pack would understand why he would give me the choice to do this. The only time the pack members offered their necks up to their alpha was when he was angry and demanded their submission. Or if he needed to stop a fight between pack members which we haven’t had to deal with.

Our alpha was strong and scary to outsiders but inside of our pack, he rarely demanded submission from the pack. With Kacie and me, the submission we gave to him meant an entirely different thing.

They wouldn’t understand that Viktor didn’t need to take my obedience because I gave it willingly. It had been a long time since it was just the two of us. Since Kacie, things had been different and I didn’t know how badly I needed this, how badly I needed to remember.

The comfort he gave me in these moments. I didn’t need to stress about these things because Viktor took all of them from me. My anxiety was his, my pain was his, I could hand it over and rest easy.

It was the Beta, and maybe the brat, in me that wanted to push and pull against him. In my defense, the outcome was always worth it. It was never my intention when I rebelled against him but maybe deep down I looked forward to his reaction.