My Sex Student

38

"Are you okay?" He asked me.

I nodded. "Just nervous." I answer.

I looked around the venue. It's been years since I've been to grand hotel events.

"Don't worry, you're with me," he said then held my hand.

Even though I wanted to remove his hand, I couldn’t because I needed a clamp now.

How many times have I thought about going there? First of all, I haven’t been successful so it’s embarrassing to go. Second, I just remember everything that happened bad to me in the past. Third, I will see my old friend again, Bea.

Somehow I missed him. Ning probably didn't see you either. I shouldn't be angry with him because he apologized to me before. Fourth, I will see Magnus.

When my billboard spread to different parts of the country and the world in just one week. The coordinator of this reunion forced me to go.

At least I was surprised by how many pictures of me came up, even on social media it was popular.

At the Weiler Hotel, Palawan is the venue of the reunion. Bea said that Toci was even the sponsor of the reunion, she knew the owner of the hotel so she chose to do it here, then to be a vacation for others as well.

He offered to take me there as long as he was with me. I just agreed.

"Here's our prom queen!" Hero shouted. People looked on, others approached.

I smile at him widely. He caged me in his arms, giving me a hug.

That was so fast, he noticed the man with me. "You're back together again?"

It preceded me to speak.

"Yes," he said and smiled.

I frowned and turned to him.

Why did Toci say that?

My chance to confront him was gone when someone approached me.

"How nice of you to be on the billboard, Celiza." One woman said I could no longer remember who.

"Yeah! The beauty hasn't faded so far!"

"It's up to you to model!"

"You and Toci are the same thing!"

"The handsome and the beautiful!"

Those are just some of the things they say.

"Celiza!" I turned to shout my name.

"Bea!" It tore apart the people around us. It hugged me.

"Bitch, I miss you!" He shouted.

"I miss you too." I smiled sparingly.

We pulled away from the hug. She glanced at Toci.

"Is what I see right? You're together?"

"Yes." Hero replied.

"Omg! You're really different! You're really back! First love never dies really!" Thrilled, he told me.

"Ha? N-no---" I haven't finished what to say yet because a woman shuddered somewhere.

We looked in the direction of the noise.

My eyes widened when I saw the part where the cry came from.

"Omg! Is that... Aira Mendoza? The international model too? The international model is supposed to be raining tonight." Bea's promise.

"Woah!" Said by one.

Half of those around us go to them.

I kept looking at the two of them. Aira is obviously very adept at the attention she receives.

Her dress tightened around waist down to her long legs as she swayed her hips and strolled.

The dress fits her curves. The neckline is low so I can see her cleavage. It gets even taller than the suo heel, it will definitely be expensive. Everything she wears will be expensive.

Unlike me, this is just a cheap red velvet tight dress, hugging my curves and showing a little chest.

No accessories and everything.

Magnus parted the runaway strand of his hair behind Aira's ear.

She shyly smiled at him.

I did not avoid looking at them. It would be better for me to see the truth so that I will never go blind again.

I took a deep breath.

She's everything he wanted ...

They are so perfect for each other.

I bow my head and stared at the teardrops falling on my dress, my cheap dress. My grip tightened on my purse.

"Are you alright Celiza?"

I swallowed. I wiped the tears from my eyes. I smiled bitterly at Toci.

He stared doubtfully at me. It wiped the remaining tears from the asking cheek. "I won't make you laugh when you compare yourself to her Celiza."

"What are you saying? There's nothing to compare. She already won," I said, full of bitterness.

"You're the most gorgeous woman in the room," he paused, "And I'm the most handsome, so let's do something." he teased.

A small laugh escaped from my mouth. Even though something bad happened to Toci and me, I can't deny that he is still a good person. There are mistakes but it cannot be changed what kind of person he is.

Clinging his hand to Magnus's arm, he smiled at the greeters.

"Oh God! Is that Magnus ?!" She screamed.

"Like Magnus James Morrison? Gosh! He's a businessman now!"

"He was really very successful even though he wasn't the valedictorian because of the scandal ---"

Hero's mouth was covered as I closed my eyes.

He didn’t become valedictorian because of our video?

"She's smart and doesn't need recognition anymore. Then the family became rich and now Aira Mendoza is still with her. What luck!" He promised.

Yes she is. Not because it is rich and famous. She is lucky because she is the one Magnus loves and will marry.

Why are such people so lucky?

I'm sacrificing pleasure and everything but sometimes it's not sinuwette. Still pure misfortune.

"O-okay, you and Magnus aren't Celiza?"

I nodded at it and smiled sparingly.

I tried to hold back my tears.

"That's good! Then it'll be too late!"

"In that case, is the news true? I read something in the past, maybe it's true ... because Magnus wouldn't have brought that here if he hadn't!"

His dark eyes met mine, I avoided his gaze.

'Don't look at me, your girlfriend is next to you!' My mind screamed.

The people here are just talking and bragging. How they became successful, what they had founded and owned. How many countries have they been to?

That's the reason why I don't want to go to the reunion, just brag about what happens. I have nothing to brag about but just my billboard.

I’m sure Aira and Magnus had a lot to tell the interlocutors. I looked at their table again. I looked back because it was staring at me.

Isn't he really shy? He was next to his girlfriend but staring at me!

"I'm happy for you, Celiza." Ann's promise.

"Yes, because even though your sex tape used to spread at school, you were still successful." Lian's promise.

Toci and I met eye to eye. It grabbed my hand from under the table.

Silence enveloped our table. We were joined by Bea, Lian, Ann, Hero, Samuel and Leona, Samuel’s girlfriend.

"I'm sorry."

"Probably! What do you think just because of that video he won't go on living?" Hero said laughing.

"That's Celiza! It's not that she's just shaken by the problem." He added.

"It's good that you and Toci still got back together even ---"

My grip tightened on Toci's hand. One of my reasons why I didn’t really want to go to this reunion, I knew they would delve into my past.

"That's enough. We're here for fun. We shouldn't talk about the past," he said.

My chest tightened. I was embarrassed in front of them.

They nodded.

"Uh... I'm just in the bathroom." I say goodbye to them. Then stood up and quickly walked away from the embarrassing situation.

I took off the toilet lid and sat there. I took a deep breathe.

It's better to be quiet, I just want to stay here until the reunion is over.

I buried my face on my palms.

"Did you know that?" Said a woman.

It seems wrong for me to be silent here.

"What?"

"Celiza! The prom queen of our batch of models! Then Toci and I got back together again! Then Magnus was also here at the reunion with the nerd before!" said by one.

"We?!"

"Hope all!"

"What are you all doing there? The awkward non no!"

"Oh yeah what?"

Shit. Why does ambilis spread non? Can I just go and spread right away? It's really different nowadays. Even gossip is speed!

"But what's so handsome about Magnus? Naks maybe it was Celiza then so she went crazy! Case armed!"

"That's why! That's why he went crazy and showed his body! He's handsome!"

"But he seems desperate."

"Didn't Magnus like him before? Until now?"

"Stupid of course not anymore! She's with the international model Aira Mendoza, then she's beautiful non no! Most of all she's also rich so they're a good thing, then there's no sex tape, so Magnus will definitely choose that over from him! "

My chest tightened at what they were telling me.

"It's all right, but the size of what Magnus has changed! He used to get thinner, now it's a pleasure to take home!"

"Of course it's time to go to the gym now, my girlfriend is so beautiful! So I can really inspire her to go to the gym! Then Magnus used to be handsome!"

"It's over---"

The woman did not finish what she was saying when I walked out the door. Its eyes widened. There were four of them talking. I am not familiar with their faces.

"C-celiza," she stammered.

"I'm sorry. We didn't mean to talk to you. That's what we're talking about outside. I'm sorry!" The person next to him said.

I wish someone would have spoken when I came out.

People really have nothing else to do but talk about how miserable you are in life.

When I came out, the man was already dancing. I walked fast so as not to be noticed by anyone. I bent down and didn't pay attention to what I was talking about. I was finally able to leave that place.

Hmmm...

'Where to now Celiza?' I asked myself.