On The Border - Marry Him Or Die

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Alex’s POV

I arrived at home and reassured Sara and April that David was out of surgery and that his condition wasn’t critical before I went into my room.

Mom was sitting beside her, playing with her hair.

She was still asleep.

Thankfully, they cleaned her up and changed her clothes into comfortable baby blue, cotton pants and t-shirt.

Mom stood up when she saw me and I told her about David before she asked me.

She visibly relaxed and I could tell how worried she was for him.

“Did she wake up at all?” I asked her.

She shook her head and said in a low voice “No, she never woke up but her diabetes is stable, I checked her watch frequently. She’s probably exhausted from all the fear she went through today. She needs you the most right now. It’s a good thing she didn’t wake up yet because the first person she’d want to see is you, Alex”

I nodded my head and clenched my jaw tensely.

She left the room after that even though I could tell she had many questions on her mind, but she let me be for the time being. Probably figuring how much I needed Jenny just as much as she needed me right now.

I laid down next to her, took her head onto my chest and hugged her tightly.

Despite everything, her hair still held that intoxicating lilac smell that I couldn’t let a day pass me by without smelling it and filling my body and mind with her sweet scent.

I kept breathing her smell for a long time, savoring it, thinking about how close I became to never smelling it again.

She stirred in her sleep and started shaking right away.

“Jenny, you’re safe. Don’t be scared, I’m right here” I murmured into her ear softly.

At the sound of my voice, her body relaxed and her breathing regulated.

She lifted her head up from my chest and looked at me with tearful eyes. Then, she threw her arm around me, buried her head in my chest again, and sobbed hysterically.

I tightened my hold on her and whispered reassuringly “You’re safe I promise. I won’t let anything or anyone take you away from me ever again”

After a while her sobs quieted down and became small little sniffles.

“He called me through Megan’s phone, said he has her and if I…. Don’t leave the house in two minutes…. He was going to kill her” she said in a small voice against my chest.

“Why didn’t you call me? Or send me a voice note even?” I asked her with a small hint of chastisement in my tone.

“He said he had eyes on you all. The second I call you, he’d kill her. I couldn’t risk her life even if he was bluffing, I couldn’t take that chance. There was no time to come up with any plan under two minutes. I was already held up by the guards at the gate and barely made my way out of the house”

She lifted her head and asked me in a shaky voice “Please tell me she’s okay”

“She’s okay. My men found her unconscious on the side of the road and took her to the hospital just in case. But she’s okay, she’s home now. She was only drugged, nothing more” I said to her steadily.

She nodded her head and started to lower it back to my chest but I didn’t let her.

I held her face softly and she immediately cast her eyes down and refused to lift them up.

She knew how disappointed and hurt I am by her lack of faith in me, in my love for her.

“Look at me Jenny” I whispered.

It took her a few seconds, but she looked up at me and I saw pain in them.

“How could you….”

“I’m sorry”

We both spoke up at the same time.

I shook my head and said in reproach “No, sorry doesn’t cut it for me Jenny. You doubted me. Nothing ever hurt me more than that doubt and disbelief I saw in your eyes at that moment. I thought we made our emotions pretty clear to each other the past three weeks. In more than one way I might add. How could you think for one second that I wouldn’t go through hell to get you back? Regardless of what I said through the phone. You should have known. You should have never doubted nor believed me when I said those fucking words. What the hell did you think I was doing for the past three weeks? Playing around? Lying to you? Pretending to love…”

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry” she broke down into sobs again and hid her face with her hands.

I felt a little bad for going off on her so soon considering what that asshole put her through today, but I was fucking pissed off and I couldn’t hold myself.

Her sobbing didn’t last very long though and she tried to adjust herself and wipe her tears away before she looked at me and spoke again in a more steady tone “Forgive me please. I was just so scared and when you spoke those words, in that tone, I felt like… like my heart was set on fire. It hurt so much to hear you say something so harsh and it got to me. Even though there was a part of me that wasn’t entirely convinced, but it still stung dammit! And do you know why? Because I fucking love you so much! And to hear you say that I didn’t matter to you so convincingly, so believably, you might as well have taken a knife and stabbed me with it! Even if you were saying that just to stall them, It still hurt!”

She broke down at the end of her confession as she yelled the last parts and started banging on my chest in anger.

I held her wrists and flipped her down to the mattress as I straddled her, trapped her hands above her head, and kissed the breath out of her lips.

She kissed me back so desperately, my heart tugged at me.

She kissed me through her tears, through her sobs, through her fear, and through her pain.

I broke the kiss and gazed at her so intensely “You are a part of me Jenny. You have been a part of me from the moment we met at the church for the first time, even if we both didn’t know it or feel it then. Didn’t I tell you that my heart has your name carved on it? Did you think I wasn’t serious? How could I leave behind the person that my heart is solely beating for? I can’t live without you, you are my source of life, and if that doesn’t tell you how much I’m in love with you, I don’t know how else to make you truly believe me”

“Forgive me” she whispered with a burning regret.

I felt the sincerity behind these words down to my very soul.

Still, my anger at her lessened but didn’t entirely fade.

I wanted to erase every particle, every shred of doubt within her mind. I wanted to have my love imprinted on her entire body, inside her brain cells, and inside her heart chambers.

“I’ll need proof” I said firmly.

“Proof of what?” she asked in confusion”

“That you truly believe how much I love you” I said intensely.

“I believe you Alex, I swear” she said emotionally.

I shook my head “That’s not enough. I need to show you how much you really mean to me. How much you control my entire senses. How deeply embedded and intertwined you are with my body cells. How dependent my life has become on you from the moment I realized that I was falling in love with you. I need to show you because apparently, I didn’t make myself distinctively clear enough. So pay attention this time” I said darkly.

I felt her shudder underneath me. But she couldn’t form any sentences.

I lifted her shirt off and she didn’t resist me at all. Then her pants and underwear followed suit.

“First things first. Show me where that animal touched you from so I can sanitize those areas” I said tightly.

Her eyes lowered down and her lip quivered slightly.

I kissed that lip fervently and ran my tongue over it erotically.

“Show me Jenny” I whispered gently.

Two tears slid down her cheeks and I was quick to lick them off before they fell down all the way.

“That animal is not worth your precious tears Jenny. You have nothing to be ashamed of baby” I whispered softly.

She sniffled and said quietly without making eye contact “he….touched my breasts…and licked them” she shuddered immensely after that.

I tried to control the rage that surged again through my veins and I fought with all my power to contain it within me and not let it show. She doesn’t need to feel more bad over what that bastard did than she already does.

I bent down and kissed her lips again, trying to distract her from the memory that must have taken place in her mind.

I lowered my kisses downward in a slow tender motion.

Jenny sighed but remained a little stiff.

I reached her breasts and I felt her start trembling, I looked up and saw her squeezing her eyes closed.

“Open you eyes Jenny” I said softly.

I waited for her to comply, and when she didn’t, I kissed her eyelids very tenderly.

“Open them for me, please” I whispered.

She slowly opened them and looked at me, releasing her trapped tears. I licked them off again with my tongue and the saltiness reached deep into my heart.

“Keep your eyes on me the entire time. Don’t close them” I ordered firmly and gave her a pointed look to give her response.

She nodded but didn’t speak a word.

I lowered myself down to her breasts again and started licking and kissing every inch of her.

I repeated the motion two times paying extra attention to her hardened nipples.

She finally started to relax underneath me and released a soft moan.

I looked up at her and said possessively “Those breasts are mine and mine only. They will always be mine and nothing will ever change that, understood?”

“Yes” she whispered.

I kissed her lips hungrily and swallowed her moans when my fingers traced the outline of her pussy.

Our kissing escalated as I slid one finger through her wet opening and started fingering her rousingly.

She arched her back and started moving to the rhythm of my fingers, trying to get the best out of my treatment.

Just before she could reach her orgasm I withdrew my fingers and she whimpered against my lips.

I broke off the kiss and saw her begging me with her eyes.

“Do you know how much I love you?” I asked her quietly.

Her answer was instant and sure “Yes”

“How much?”

“So much”

I shook my head and said darkly “Wrong answer Jenny”

She looked at me with confusion.

“I think you need further proof, circle your arms around my neck” I said assertively.

“Alex, I’m sorry, look I…” she started to say shakily.

“Do it Jenny” I said more seriously.

She obeyed and yelped when I lifted her up at once and went to the bathroom.

I put her down in the shower, took off all my clothes, grabbed a condom and went inside.

She was standing far against the tiled wall, looking at me curiously, waiting to see what I was up to.

“Do you see how much you affect me Jenny?” I asked her tightly as I applied the condom to my very erect penis.

She didn’t answer and I looked at her with a raised eyebrow, prompting her to speak.

“Yes, I see” she said in a small voice.

“Do you think it would be this hard for just anyone? I’ll answer that, no it wouldn’t. It’s only hard for your pussy, for your mouth. You’re the only one that can control this dick Jenny. Just like you’re the only one that can control my heart” I said seriously.

“Do you want to know the right answer to say whenever I ask you how much I love you?” I ask her intensely.

“Yes, tell me” she said

I shook my head “I won’t tell you, I’ll show you. Come here” I ordered her roughly.

She walked over to me and I didn’t waste a second as I put her arms around my neck and lifted her up, wrapping her legs tightly behind my back, and pushing her against the glass wall, trapping her in place.

“Hold on to the glass ledge above you very tightly and never let go” I said quietly.

She did as I told her, lifting her hands up and grabbing into the ledge above her head.

Once I was sure that we both had the right support, I held the back of her thighs tightly, bent my torso back a little, and without any warning, thrust my hips upward, burying myself balls deep inside her pussy.

Her head fell back and a very loud moan filled the bathroom.

I kept my position and asked her darkly “Does your pussy know how much I love you now or does it need more convincing?”

“It knows” she breathed out.

“Let’s make sure, just in case” I said before I pulled out entirely and thrust even deeper inside her.

She groaned and her body trembled as I was positive that I hit her G spot.

“Is it convinced?” I asked her in a low voice.

“beyond any doubt” she said breathlessly.

“What about you? Did you find out exactly how much I love you?” I demanded quietly.

“Yes” she said sincerely.

“How much?”

She hesitated before saying the same answer as before “So much”

I shook my head and waited for her to give me another answer while I was still buried to the hilt inside her.

When she didn’t say anything I withdrew entirely from her and gazed at her silently.

She groaned at the lost feeling and pleaded “Alex, I don’t know what you want me to say please! How much do you love me? tell me“

That’s exactly what I was waiting for her to say.

“So” I growled each word possessively as I buried myself inside her hard while she moaned in pure pleasure, stayed inside for a few seconds then pulled out and repeated the action after every word I uttered to her.

“Fucking”

“Much”

I pulled out after that last word and left her right on the edge of her climax.

“That’s what I was saying!” she whined in confusion mixed with the euphoric high I was giving and keeping from her whenever I withdrew my dick.

I growled more roughly “No, that’s not what you were saying. You were missing a very important word in the middle. A word that I’m practically applying right now to demonstrate exactly how much I love you”

I shoved roughly inside her.

“How much you mean to me”

Another shove.

“How much you own my soul”

And another.

“My heart”

And another.

“My mind”

And another.

“My entire fucking body”

And one last shove to the hilt that made us both explode with a very loud sequence of grunts and moans as we came together and shook with the intensity of that earth shattering climax.

As soon as she was done with hers, she let go of the ledge and buried her head in the crook of my neck, wrapping her arms very tightly around it, gluing herself to me, communicating to me how deeply moved she was by that demonstration and confession of my love towards her. How deeply it affected her and touched her in ways she couldn’t translate into words.

I held her to me just as tightly and whispered slowly in her ear, thickly as I was just as emotional as she was “Don’t ever doubt my love for you again Jenny. Ever”

“Never Again, I swear it” she mumbled emotionally.